Missing the delicate aroma

Hey guys,

I know I haven’t posted in a while. I haven’t really had anything to talk about…Okay, well I have but I didn’t think it was interesting enough to post.

It’s said that smell is the sense that creates the best memories.
I came home just now from hanging out with a friend and I’m so…bummed. I don’t know if it’s to the extent of being depressed, but definitely down. A boyfriend I was going out with this winter wore this spray called “Masculino” I believe and I loved it! Whenever I was around him, the smell was so pleasant it just put me in a 7th heaven mood.
We’ve been apart for months now, but even when I smell it I think of him. I think of all those moments we’ve shared together. I miss him and I missed that smell.
I was in the store a week ago and I sprayed some on myself. I know, creepy right? Well I couldn’t help myself. All the way home I kept smelling my wrist; where I sprayed it for easy access. A few days after my reminiscence I asked a friend if it would be inappropriate for me to purchase that spray. They said it would be fine. This friend knows that my ex wore it. She likes the smell too. She said it’s not weird that I’m wearing what he used to wear.

Tonight I wore that spray. Every time I smell it, I miss him! I can’t stop thinking about him; cuddling him, holding him, being next to him, talking to him. All of it.

Is this a good idea? Should I continue to wear something that might possibly torture me the entire time? Or will this scent association dissipate?